Trapped

As I look around me all I can see is that there are four walls of darkness, for everything that was light is now darkness. The things that once were known are now revealed in a shrow of darkness and the unknown. The people I once thought I knew so well, turned out to wear masks when it came to me and revealed to truth to those others. The others I turned to when betrayal was greatest, but in the end I am left uncertain of who is and who isn't. I am trapped all things which brought joy now bring heart ache and confusion. To know what people have said and for them to think things will not change is foolishness. I am alone in the darkness it seems, but there is a way out for I am a servant of Christ and he will guide my path and make me a light to clear the darkness. For the Christ I know and love is the forgiver and through the forgiver I can forgive those who hurt me and be strengthened by whabecomes "can they forgive me?" I know in my heart of hearts what is expected of me and even t has occurred. But, in some cases I reacted poorly and in that case the question though I have fallen away before I have been strengthened by what has been shown to me. Who am I to hold a grudge against he who wronged me, am I to let this thing control my life? No, for I am strong in He of whom I serve, and He has given me the task of correcting that which needs to be fixed. The only thing that still bothers me now is still the question of, whom of these mortal men can I trust?