Frustration Is Not My Friend

I am feeling very frustrated at the moment. I'm so tired of people who can't seem to be completely honest with others. So many people that I never expected to become this way, are worst than the ones that I did expect it from. These things have bothered me so much to the point of me loosing sleep over them. Peoples lies and selfishness of not respecting others causes me more stress than is healthy for me.

At the moment the greatest frustration is caused by someone who use to be my friend. This person ended our friendship on my birthday and this is after me trying to fix things and putting up with alot. Well I told this person that I wanted to speak with them over 3 weeks before they were suppose to leave town. Obviously the person never bothered to call and arrange a time, but did preceed to text me. In these text messages the person said they did want to speak with me on evenings of them visiting because they didn't want the moment ruined, but I can't help but point out that this person didn't bother to have any of that respect for me in regards to my birthday. Then the person started saying "how many times do you want me to apologize?", well they never did apologize to me. I pointed this out and then they changed the story to well I tried to and everyone knows I did all the way down to so 'n so. Well I've spoken with the people this person said and none agree with the claims.

Why is this person so determined to continue lying and not just simply say "I'm sorry." If they had said sorry to me or even attempted to say it do you think I would of continued to not speak with them or even agree with others when they say that this person always thinks they can do no wrong. No I wouldn't have because everyone reason I would have for doing or believing it would have been proven wrong.

I'm so tired of the lies, and I'm sick of the drama. I told this person they are making it look like its not worth fixing. Truly if they don't stop these games and grow up, I see no reason to believe in trying to fix it. Stress is not good for anyone and why should I keep putting myself in more drama then I have to be in.

I know some of you reading this will already know about what's transpired, and I ask you to be reasonable and look at the facts with a neutral mind. Don't listen to the stories told to you by only one side, true knowledge isn't simply believing everything you are told. It is the facts taken my researching and coming to your own conclusions without being told from another source what is and what isn't. I've done my research and come to my conclusion and hopefully you'll come to yours.

But my point in all I have said is that I'm sick and tired of drama, and truthfully don't want to risk the other friendships I have because people choose sides with out knowing anything. I don't want to loose anymore friends, but sometimes we don't always get what we want.